Thursday, August 31, 2006


So as I pack to leave for Level 2 tomorrow (okay that's a lie, I haven't started packing. But I have started to THINK about packing), I'm faced with a huge dilemma: what food should I bring? I've been eating Meditteranean almonds like they were honey peanut butter, but I'm too tired to go to Trader Joe's to get some more and so it looks like I may just have to suffer the week w/out them. Every time I go to bootcamp I always pack something that feels like treats from my daily routine. Why? I don't know but that leads me to a couple of other thoughts: 1. What should I wear? 2. My roommate bought some potpourri oil or some shit like that and it's been giving me a headache. I told her last night it was too strong for me but it's still there. I think I'm going to move it to the porch. God knows LA needs some perfume of its own. 3. (And this is what I was really going to say -- ) what's with the fence? Always perched so that you never have to quite commit.
I have to pack and suddenly, at all of 8:45, I'm exhausted. I HATE packing. All week long I thought I should start packing but I didn't want to be retarded (like too eager) so I didn't. Nevermind that I have to drive from work to the airport tomorrow so it's not like I can do it later.
Last night's class was weird. It was one of those classes where I wasn't getting anything -- couldn't get a read -- so I just kept teaching, feeling like I was swimming underwater in the sea. And then everything turned out at the end. I've been loving teaching lately. Like I really look forward to it which is such a treat for me to experience.
K, I've stalled long enough.

1 comment:

King said...

Why do you think you procrastinate when it comes to packing?